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I remember it as if it Was Yesterday, How I Could Possibly Forget That day, how I Could Forget That situation, Those Words, That Feeling ... I remember Every detail, atmosphere, sound, and events the silence, That That silence deafened me Sometimes, That silence, That made me feel happiness, confusion, Insecurity, fear and peace, That silence That Said It All, That That silence Took control over words, That silence That allowed me to hear the beat of my own heart, thsp; Honestly I do not get it, HAVING you so close and at the Same time so distant ... so distant That You CAN NOT hear my screams, Those Which say I want you madly and passionately Those Which say I need you, I love you. I always Wonderer why not could you hear me, you cared so little, I Thought You Belong to someone else heart and I Thought That You Hated Me, That You Could not Stand Being around me, and I Thought I Thought I Could But Not find the answer, and when i found one it scared me, I Decided to ignore it, afraid I Was The Fact That you did not love me true WAS, I WAS afraid of your rejection I Was Afraid That You Did not talk to me , Did not lookAt Me I Was Afraid That You Moved form my side, I Was Afraid. I still remember That day, cold, gray, dark, lonely and rainy. I felt bad, I had a hole in my soul That Did not allow me to think Clearly, I Was alone and sad and the only think I Could think of WAS Being in your arms, Because I Knew Those arms Would Protect me, I hoped Those arms Would Protect Me Against all evil, They will make sure I Had no problem, They Will. But They Were Not There to Protect Me, I Was Alone, and They Will not be with Knowing Me, Knowing You Will not be there with me tie up my soul, my conscience, my reason, everything. everything was lost I Thought I Had Thought nothing

sense anymore ...

CHTMLwant from you is stay by your side, that you don't leave me, that you love me, like I do. The rain did not stop, it became stronger, it tried to prevent me from reaching you, but I didn’t care, It did not matter how many obstacles there were, I’ll overcome all… or at least that’s what I thought…

But it was not like that, the rain beat me down, that damned rain and the pain which became stronger I could not understand.

Why…?

Why I have to be so weak?

So weak was my love for you…? CHTMLiness and now my tears full of pain Were full of happiness now, Saying your name in a loud voice Was Enough for me because i felt you Understood it all and my Fears Came back because i saw in your face That You Understood it all, you Moved Thought your hand and I'll leave me, But at That moment Because I Did not care for a moment and just for a moment you protected me for a moment you only got worried for a moment, That eternal moment for all you Understood .


leave But you Did not and What you did ...
I Could Have Died at That moment but I'm grateful to fate Because It That Brought Us Together and rainy and sad day Did not leave me die.

You Hugged me, my body WAS Surrounded by your strong and Protective and arms and you told me ...

"Do not worry, cry all you want, I'm here with you, and I will stay All You Need, I will not go "

I Could Have Died, But I Would Have Done It happy Because You Told Me You Were By My Side That You Will not leave me ... you Hugged me and I Hugged you with strength and love and you fall left the umbrella That protected us from the rain,MLXC "Something like that"




"Ah"

I said no more, Took over silence, a deafening, eternal silence.

"Koki, I ... I ..."

I Could, I Could not say it. Why?

I just look at me, I Said nothing inside me and I prey you interrupted me, But I Did not

"I was crying, Because the person I .... That I ..."
Not again decided words come out of my mouth…
 
“ What do you want?”
He said I looked at him surprised, after all, he had understood my feelings
…
 

”The person you love grows apart from you and you feel powerless and not able to do anything?”
I just looked at him, but why did he talk as if he were talking about himself? He continued
CHTMLand, But It Was inevitable
"I understand, I know how you feel"


I Look at him, I hoped I Had Could read my look That begger I stopped, I did not want to listen ... everything but What He Was about to say.

"I understand because i ..."

"STOP!"

HTMLXC …

“I love you”…

 

 

  There was silence. I couldn`t understand, I don’t remember, silence came back, but it was not the silence which deafened me and destroying me, it was different, time stopped, I stopped breathing or at least that was what I felt, I don’t remember. What happened? What was that feeling? Who said it? It was me? Or maybe?...

CHTMMLXC I closed my eyes and Understood everything, I Understood the expression on His face when i cried for him That day, I Understood That hug in the rain, I Understood why I Grew apart, I UNDERSTAND why I Looked Down When I started Taking or tried, I Understood everything, or maybe I Understood nothing. But I loves me and I love him, and That Can Not Be Denied, No One Can Deny That our love and eternal kiss ...

or That's What I Thought ...

"... MEEE"

I open my eyes slowly, NOT

I Said in a weak voice


"Eh? What are you talking about? I've Trying to wake you up for ages and you show no vital signs, Come on wake up and stop talking non sense we're waiting for you "

I Looked at him disoriented ...

"Come on we're late for the photoshoot and thanks toou "

I Moved away slowly, I raised my head I WAS sitting on a chair on a studio, I did not understand. Those words never exist? And the silence? And the kiss? It Was Only a beautiful dream?

I do not know, But There Is Something I do know, That I Understand and I Understand and I know Because Every time I see you walking away My heart pounds and your prescence draws a smile on my face Everything changed, the escenary, the clothes, the situation changed ... Everything
CHTM